2009-02-20 18:42:47
I woke up an hour and 30 min late, and also managed to be that late for my landscape painting class. I slammed my middle finger in a door and know its a little swollen and the nail is a little purple. I feel as if i'm gonna fall asleep in class or at work. All i want to do is go home curl up with some tea, draw what i want to draw and not what my classes need me to draw, and watch a couple movies. Ohh and I will be giving an essay for my schools memorial scholarhsip, orally, to a group of people decieding if i'm worthy enough for such a thing..

can i go back to bed or is that to much to ask? Of course this whole week has just been tiring and i'm finding that the enthusiasm that I had for art projects on tuesday has dwindled down to nothing....

take for instance, the project for my landscape painting class. We can do any landscape we want and add stuff to it and make it awsome....I have no fricking clue as to what i'm gonna due for it becuase I dont want to paint today

And can i just point out that artists have the shortest lifespane, and all becuase our supplies are made with stuff that will kill and destroy without a secod glance, damn you cadmiums....

this rant is over please enjoy you life and ignore this.